alloveragaiin

i havent felt this sick since i got food poisoning off pho. my nose is runny...i could barely wake up this morning for school but yet i am here. i just finished writing two papers...well...writing one and fixed one. now im need to get started on my third paper for economics. im so stupid, i should have started on it earlier. im such a procrastinater. i dont even know if i spelled that right. wow...and i have to work two weeeks straight with a one day break during my break before next quarter. :/ but i need the money i guess. i need to leave the n building soon to a conference in english...then come back to finish this paper. then i work today...*sigh. then prolly go back home and work on this paper some more. oh well...i guess. then i have two more finals to go. i can do it!!! blegh. im excited for next quarter tho :) ok, back to work for me ...

i read something today that really upset me. why cant everyone be more understanding and accept the facts and stop trying to turn people against others. i feel its really messed up. sometimes you really need to keep some things to yourself. if its something that might hurt another person, then maybe you should keep it to yourself. please dont talk about me behind my back. if you really have something to say, say it to me. you dont need to get others involved. sometimes its really hard to trust someone. you think you can trust them, that they go and do something stupid and you dont know wat to do anymore.

some make it really hard to trust.

Today is the first day in like forever that i have been sitting at home all day. Its actually not too bad. I got alot of rest, and got alot of absolutely nothing done :). I've been really cold today though. Although i was home alone, kevin came over today to drop some spring rolls off for me and sean came and brought me thai food and his collection of some family guy episodes. i was sitting on the couch watching a couple episodes with him, and fell asleep through most of it. it was nice of kevin and sean to drop by today. it meant alot. :) they definately made my day .......... that much better. i feel alot better after my naps though. i feel well rested, i didnt get much sleep last night. i spent it at wennies house with marissa...her bed is so comfy! man!!! i slept like a baby when i was asleep though.